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Apr. 7th, 2007

Friday Dreams

Dreamt that I was somewhere in poor.. somewhere where they had street kids wondering around. One scene it looked like I was in a shopping mall doing some sort of weird perfume testing that required a few shoppers including myself to lie down in this spa-like chair. Before you know it I fell asleep, and when I awoke I was on a bus to some remote village. I quickly got off and asked for directions to my hotel which was accessible by foot. I remember the street kids because I gave them my gum since I didn't have any money or food.
Don't remember much what happened next but it seemed like I was 'looking in' rather than participating. It looked like something out of a horror/thiller movie where the last thing I recall was see Dr's wheel in a patient into a closet. The patient was alive and hooked up to an IV drip...but it was very suspicious, and from my point of view there was some foulplay going on but I couldn't warn the person questioning the Dr.
Finally, I did dream of Her. Where were in a small room. The atmosphere was neutral. She was doing the talking and I remember her saying that she's so happy we are best friends. As she was hugging me I was silent. She knew that my silence showed my unhappiness...and she knew why. Then I woke up.

Apr. 5th, 2007

Unusual Dream

Last night I dreamt being in Singapore with my family and some strangers. It was quite a unorganized dream that one moment I was talking to an older caucasian male asking for directions in Singapore. Interestingly he had a white dog that looked like a hairy greyhound if there is such a breed. Next thing I remember was that I was at my uncle's mansion waiting for dinner...which I don't think was ever served. I do remember looking for the massage chair as my back was aching for real and somehow manifested in my dreams. There was a girl who in the dream who I felt I was attracted to. I would describe her as soft spoken, shy, and almost mysterious. I don't recognize her.

This dream was clearly not as real nor vivid as my previous dreams in the past month. I do remember earlier on in the dream, she was present, but the details are all blurred and sketchy. I can't even say if it was a positive or negative episode. The only thing interesting about this dream was that there were a lot of strangers who were supposedly friends and family.

Apr. 4th, 2007

Trapped at Night. Dreaming of Her #1

I was on an island resort with a friend whom I don't recall who.  I remember overlooking the ocean noticing huge jumbo jet fuselage floating in the ocean.  I saw one fuselage bob up and down, and noticed the writing "HSBC/Cathay Pacific" on the under belly.  I then realized it was a graveyard for planes out of commission.  It was definitely an eerie feeling seeing this next to a beach resort.  My friend and I then dived into the ocean to swim around to the beach front.  There was a good feeling there and it was peaceful.  Next thing I remember is seeing her packed and leaving.  She didn't want to talk about it and that was it.

This dream actually occurred on April 2nd. The colours of this dream were very earthy, and it seemed like the Sun was setting.  The environment was tropical and lush.  Ocean water wasn't clear though.  Funny why I saw the words "HSBC/Cathay Pacific" on the fuselage.  If I recal correctly, the first time I looked I saw "HSBC" and I didn't get it that this was a plane graveyard.  On the second time the fuselage bobbed up, it said "Cathay Pacific" which is when I understood what this place was.   Other than that not much to comment about.

Trapped at Night. Dreaming of Her #2

Last night I dreamt of her sad and alone. It was an interesting dream, as it took place at a club location I was unfamiliar with. The DJ happened to be Armin Van Buuren who we have seen together once before briefly. In the dream I went together with some friends but left them to walk around to search for her as I had a feeling she'd be there. Sure enough she was there. Dressed in a plain grey tanktop with her pink visor on. She looked distressed, upset, and alone. In my mind, I felt she was ditched by her boyfriend and she was upset about it. I was afraid to approach her as it felt so long since we last had any contact. I was afraid of her reaction, of her rejection. Hoping she'd catch a glimpse of me, I cowardly walked by to the concession stand and waited to see if she'd approach. Thinking that if there were problems with her boyfriend she'd come to me. As I waited, I had something to eat that was just gross, no one came around the corner. Finally I turned back and she was gone. In my head I knew she left when she saw me.

What's most interesting about this dream for me is that if I saw her in distress I wouldn't walk away, and that I'm not afraid of her reaction or rejection. That seeing her distressed and vulnerable would automatically make me want to ease whateve it was that distressed her.  BUT the more and more I think about the dream, I am becoming more afraid of her reaction if I should ever bump into her. Again, this dream was so vivid and real. I wish I knew what it was I ate from that concession stand, because it was dry and bland. Maybe I was chewing on my blanket who knows. On top of that, the track the DJ laid out prior to AVB played was awesome. I know I haven't heard of it before as the intro was really unusual. First started off really trancey to the crowd's disappointment before unleashing some wicked hard house that got the crowd pumped. Finally, I wonder why I saw her in a Pink visor and grey tanktop.  More intrigued with the colour grey.  Pink is her favorite colour, but grey..weird.

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